Wednesday, April 30, 2008

Animal stories

Check out these two pages...

http://today.msnbc.msn.com/id/24311713/
http://today.msnbc.msn.com/id/24258707/

The people are so sweet towards the animals...

Monday, April 28, 2008

This helps me



Metta chant. But the translation is slightly off. For those who believe, this is very calming and soothing. For those who don't believe, well, you can always listen. Maybe you'll find your inner peace.

There was one person who said this song is like a ghost song. I wanted to smack that person! *even though I'm supposed to be opposed to violence*

Friday, April 25, 2008




What Your Feet Say About You:



You are pretty average in your expressiveness. You can express yourself well, but you don't always want to.



You are a very passionate person. You are highly charged and easily inspired.



You are an assertive person at times. You'll pull out all the stops to get what you want, if it's worth it.



You take a while to fall in love, but once you do, you stay pretty attached to your partner.



You are not afraid of anything. You are brave and courageous, even when most people would be terrified.



You are very practical and down to earth. You're more concerned with action than thoughts.



You are a fairly hard worker, but you are also a little spoiled. You like indulge yourself every now and then.



You are not easily influenced by other people. You hold your ground and are true to your beliefs.







Your Personality at 35,000 Says...



Deep down, you prefer spending time alone to spending time with others. You enjoy thinking more than talking.



You are good with your place in the world. You are confident and comfortable with who you are.



Your gift is dreaming and imagining. You can take yourself to another world anytime you feel like it.



You are inspired by what is possible. Real life is often too ordinary for you.



It's very easy for you to feel happy. You can find peace with any situation.

Monday, April 21, 2008


If only it was so simple for my exams!

My family


Made this using My Family Facebook Application

Saturday, April 19, 2008

I thought

I was back home in Sitiawan for my study break. And I helped out in the house a little by doing simple stuff like washing the dishes.

It was sometime in the evening. We had early dinner. Again I washed up the stuff. And out of the corner of my eye, I thought I saw a shadow moving around under the mango tree. Maybe it was just the light playing tricks on me. But when I looked closer, there was nothing there.

The shadow just caught my eye. For a split instant, I thought Copper was there. I was about to call out, then I managed to stop myself. There is no Copper. No more Copper. Copper's dead. Buried in the backyard. And yet, it seemed like she was there. She used to walk under the mango tree.

I have a new dog. He came two months ago. He's called Tango. Yeah, I play with him, but I don't accept him. Many times, after playing, I'll go into the house and say, Ma, just now Copper... And my bro would go, The dog's name is Tango la! I still cannot let go. The wound is just too deep.

You don't understand. You thought you did, but you never will! You think it's crazy of me to want Copper back. Of course I do! She's family. You think a dog is just a dog. HELLO! She's my family! I still cry at night for her, knowing she won't come back, and yet, still hurting so badly.

You think animals are just animals. NEWSFLASH!!!!!! Humans are worse than animals. Humans are scums. Which animal on Earth is capable of being guilty of the seven sins? Only humans! Animals are perfect. They only do what they need to do to survive in this world! And what do we do? We destroy their world. Yeah yeah, some people try to help, but many still couldn't care, and you're one of them!

Copper visited me in my dreams last night. She came to me, and she brought a dog with her. She has found a friend, a brown dog, just like her. She just walked through the front door, knowing that she will always be welcomed at home. Then I woke up. Mummy said that Copper is trying to say that she is happy, and will protect and watch over all of us...

Darling baby... I miss you so much...

Friday, April 11, 2008

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Tuesday, April 08, 2008

Oh... What the heck!

You
First Name - Mei Sze
Nickname - NA
Name you wish you had - I don't wish for any other name. My grandfather gave me this name, and it's a beautiful name.
What do people normally mistake your name as - Mei Tze, Mei Shi, Mei Si, Maize (They can't pronounce the Sze)
Birthday - Figure out from my zodiac sign
Birthplace - BM (On Penang mainland)
Time of Birth - No idea
Single or taken - Solely owned by Wei Xing Ptd. Ltd.
Zodiac sign - Taurus

Your Appearence
How tall are you - 155 cm?
Wish you were taller - Yeah, I wish
Eye color - Black?
Eye color you want - Har? What question is this?
Natural Hair color - Black
Current Hair color - Streaks of brown
Short or long hair - Medium, but soon-to-be short
Ever dye your hair a bizarre color - No, I don't think the colour I choose is bizarre
Last time you did something dramatic with your hair - Streak red?
Glasses or contacts - Both
Do you wear make-up - Lip gloss counts?
Ever had hair extensions - I have naturally straight hair (Envy me if you like)
Paint your nails - Depends
Bath and Body products - Do you really want to know????

In the opposite gender
What color eyes - Makes no difference to me
What color hair - Makes no difference as long as I like it... haha...
Shy or Outgoing - Somewhere between ler...
Looks or personality - Personality!
Sexy or Cute - Cute
Serious or Fun - Serious
Older or Younger than you - Preferably older, but I'm fine with someone who's the same age as me
A turn on - Dunno... All depends on the chemistry between us gua...
A turn off - Trying too hard to be funny when he's not funny at all
Flowers or Chocolate - Flowers (Weight gain vs chocolate intake is an exponential graph)
Pepsi or Coke - Neither
Rap or Rock - Neither
Relationship or One night stand - Duh! Relationship of course!
School or Work - Hmmm? Don't understand
Love or Money - Love
Movies or Music - Music
Country or City - Country
Sunny or Rainy days - Sunny
Friends or Family - Family first, but sometimes friends gotta take priority occasionally

Have you ever
Lied - Name me a person who hasn't and I'll tell you the truth
Stole something - Erm... erm...
Smoked - No, and never will. Second hand smoke from b@stards is not counted
Hurt someone close to you - Yeah (Regret now)
Broke someone's heart - Yeah
Had your heart broken - I take it as a lesson learnt
Wish you were a prince/princess - I'm waiting for my knight in shining amour to slay the fearsome fire-breathing dragon and rescue me from the castle tower where I'm imprisoned by the wicked witch of the north, south, east, west who made me cut my lovely long golden braid of hair so I can't escape
Liked someone who was taken - Erm.... erm...
Shaved your head - No
Been in love - Truly madly deeply
Used chopsticks - Does your family eat rice?
Sang in the mirror to yourself - Yeah, but my voice isn't very nice

Favorites
Flower - NA
Song - NA
Scent - Mummy's cooking
Color - Blue, pink??
Movie - Disney
Singer - NA
Word - 唯...
Junk food - Depends
Website - Dogpile.com helps me a lot in my assignments... And I love the little doggie that runs the search engine
Location - Home
Animal - Dog (x ∞)

Ever cried over someone - Yeah
Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself - My perspective on life
Do you think you're attractive - Beauty is in the eye of the beholder. I don't wanna comment
If you had to choose a fairytale as your life what would you choose - Pocahontas or Mulan. Their lives are filled with adventure
Do you play any sports - When I was young.

List (8) random facts about yourself and tag (8) people
1. I'm always on time, if I can't make it, I'll let you know beforehand. No excuses.
2. I grow up with dogs in my household. I have my 8th (?) dog now
3. I'd love to be in the Navy like my dad, yet I don't wanna undergo military training
4. I'm still broken up by the death of my dog (happened last year) even though I have a new one now
5. I can't stand the smell of raw meat in the market
6. My weight gain vs intake of food in gram graph has an exponential curve
7. I'm able to scold you if I see or hear you being cruel to animals!
8. I'd choose classical music over pop music


8 people I tag: Anyone who wants to do the tag (I seriously doubt so)

Saturday, April 05, 2008

Put your hands together for exam finals!

I think this has just got to be the busiest semester in the three semesters I've been in UTAR. Tests and assignments every single week since we came back from celebrating Chinese New Year. I guess this is a student's life?

Finals starts in two weeks time. Am I too proud to say that I think I did pretty well this time? I mean for my tests and stuff... My marks have improved... A bit... But... Still an improvement right? I feel like I really learnt something this year.

It has been fun, this semester's classes. All the lecturers except one know how to teach. I enjoyed myself. I really did. And I hope I don't disappoint anyone when my results are out. Something David said, about feeling proud watching someone you guided being able to grow.

No, it hasn't been easy. Especially with my social life. I have good friends, and I have good friends that turned bad. Not bad in a bad way, just that our relationship went sour. I'm not taking anything for granted anymore.

Reviewing my life these 13 weeks, things have been changing. Tango the new dog is here to stay, but I am not loving him yet. I can't. Copper is my dog. Tango will only be the dog. My brother is in PJ by himself studying. I've got a niece. I've lost a friend.

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After my finals will be my 3 week semester break. During this time, Wei Xing will be leaving for US. He's gonna be working there for three months, his summer break. I don't want him to go, yet I can't be so self centered and think that his world revolves around me.

Is this going to be another test??!!??