April is coming to an end, yet what have I gained this month? I've learnt who my friends are, in times of sadness. I've learnt people are still unfanthomable, even those who study psychology and learn about human behavior. I've learnt to put on a smiling face. I've learnt to keep things to myself, as much as I would love to shout it out to the whole wide world.
This month is a bad month. I've probably lost a friend, and I do not know the reason why. It's been 3 weeks since he started ignoring me. I'm hurt. I thought we could talk about things, yet he refused to open up to me, instead he shut me off, slammed the door, and hid away in his comfort zone. This is not the way to treat a friend! I probably did something wrong, but to leave me confused and hanging?
More fishes died, and I sorta got into trouble with my supervisors. But this is my fault. I'm not blaming anyone for it. I was being moody, refering to the above subject, and negleted to care for my fishes. I'm truly sorry about that. Advice from a friend: "You really gotta separate my personal and work life. No matter what, by hook or by crook, you still need to get work done. It's difficult, based on experience, but keep going."
My car was side-swiped by an idiot and got sent to the workshop. Now I am car-less. Which is a pain. Torture. I need my car. I need my mobility. I'm owing a lot of people favours now. Favours which I do not even know I can repay. Perodua is taking a long time, I'd send it to private workshops, but I can't claim under the insurance. So which do I choose?
Yet, April has it's pleasant times. I got to spend time with my family, and friends. I know who I can turn to in times of trouble. I can pour out my woes to friends, without getting worried they might be sick of listening. I had a great time dressing up for Masquerade night, and really enjoyed the company of my uni mates.
April is coming to an end. Welcome May.
PS: Despite the earful I got from Justin, I still miss you.
This month is a bad month. I've probably lost a friend, and I do not know the reason why. It's been 3 weeks since he started ignoring me. I'm hurt. I thought we could talk about things, yet he refused to open up to me, instead he shut me off, slammed the door, and hid away in his comfort zone. This is not the way to treat a friend! I probably did something wrong, but to leave me confused and hanging?
More fishes died, and I sorta got into trouble with my supervisors. But this is my fault. I'm not blaming anyone for it. I was being moody, refering to the above subject, and negleted to care for my fishes. I'm truly sorry about that. Advice from a friend: "You really gotta separate my personal and work life. No matter what, by hook or by crook, you still need to get work done. It's difficult, based on experience, but keep going."
My car was side-swiped by an idiot and got sent to the workshop. Now I am car-less. Which is a pain. Torture. I need my car. I need my mobility. I'm owing a lot of people favours now. Favours which I do not even know I can repay. Perodua is taking a long time, I'd send it to private workshops, but I can't claim under the insurance. So which do I choose?
Yet, April has it's pleasant times. I got to spend time with my family, and friends. I know who I can turn to in times of trouble. I can pour out my woes to friends, without getting worried they might be sick of listening. I had a great time dressing up for Masquerade night, and really enjoyed the company of my uni mates.
April is coming to an end. Welcome May.
PS: Despite the earful I got from Justin, I still miss you.
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