I have so much that I want to write about, I do not know where to start.

All I know is, I thank my friends for the good times that we had so far, because I do not know how much longer these times can last. This is a very confusing period in my life, not only due to my future studies, but also in relationships, be it friend or family. I am still trying to find myself, to understand myself, and to be myself, instead of some fake person who shows others what they want to see, and not who I really am.