Thursday, September 24, 2009

When and what

When and what does it take for me to realise I need help?

Is this the first step? Admitting that I need help?

When and what does it take for me to ask for help?

I don't want to trouble others.

When and what does it take for me to open up?

I hurt so much, and yet I can't shed a single tear. It is all bottled up in me.

Is it better if I disappear from your life?

Everything is simple, I just make them complicated. Feelings makes things complicated. But they also makes things interesting, fun and memorable.

I have to choose.

2 comments:

~* [STARR] *~ said...

it's not easy to let go.. i understand that.. but u've got to do so someday..
perhaps u needed some sort of distraction?
getting urself all bottled up with emotions doesn't help.. go do something crazy or totally bizarre.. to release all that stuff and temporarily forget them.. =) that's what i do when i get too depressed anyway..
wish u well ya..

Më| §zë said...

thanks my dear...