No matter how bad things seem the day before, it always looks better the next day. Sleep on it.
I've been having a little trouble here and there, but when I wake up in the morning, suddenly it does not feel like a problem. It just feels like a minor hiccup in my life.
That's why I should not, would not, cannot make impulsive and irrational decisions at night. Wait until the sun rises, and let time take matters into its hands. There is just something about the sun that makes people feel good.
However, this does not apply to exams. =[
I have three more papers to go.
I'm setting myself up again. I'm playing with fire, and enjoying it. Well, it's gonna be all my fault. Just please don't tell me 'I told you so', even though I deserve it. I just want to savour the moment and time spent. I'm sure it's worth it.
Wondering how it will be like after I leave UTAR. Or should I stay back? My supervisor is not responding to my messages, and I haven't spoken to him personally. He is so damn busy. But I don't want to go to Kampar. It's too ulu, although it is my grandpa's hometown.
WIll my friends think of me? Have I been a person worth remembering? Worth the time spent on? I certainly hope so.
Lately my posts have taken on a darker tone. Happiness is a choice right? I do feel I'm happy, just that there is a weight in my heart. Can't define it yet, or is it that I don't want to?
Called David last night. Haven't spoken to him in months. And guess what? He was at WX's house. Suddenly, I was indifferent. I couldn't careless. I just sent my regards to him.
Think positive, feel positive, be positive.
I've been having a little trouble here and there, but when I wake up in the morning, suddenly it does not feel like a problem. It just feels like a minor hiccup in my life.
That's why I should not, would not, cannot make impulsive and irrational decisions at night. Wait until the sun rises, and let time take matters into its hands. There is just something about the sun that makes people feel good.
However, this does not apply to exams. =[
I have three more papers to go.
I'm setting myself up again. I'm playing with fire, and enjoying it. Well, it's gonna be all my fault. Just please don't tell me 'I told you so', even though I deserve it. I just want to savour the moment and time spent. I'm sure it's worth it.
Wondering how it will be like after I leave UTAR. Or should I stay back? My supervisor is not responding to my messages, and I haven't spoken to him personally. He is so damn busy. But I don't want to go to Kampar. It's too ulu, although it is my grandpa's hometown.
WIll my friends think of me? Have I been a person worth remembering? Worth the time spent on? I certainly hope so.
Lately my posts have taken on a darker tone. Happiness is a choice right? I do feel I'm happy, just that there is a weight in my heart. Can't define it yet, or is it that I don't want to?
Called David last night. Haven't spoken to him in months. And guess what? He was at WX's house. Suddenly, I was indifferent. I couldn't careless. I just sent my regards to him.
Think positive, feel positive, be positive.

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