Bitter gourd

I try to be as neutral as possible, having experience being both optimistic and pessimistic.

Usually I lean more to the negative side, but I can swing to positive in an instant.

However... Life is at a low for me now. I'm not just pessimistic, I've become cynical and bitter.

For those of you who know why, thanks for lending an ear, even if it means keeping me company at the expense of your own precious time, especially during this exam period.

For those who do not, you'll know in due time.

I'll survive, but now allow me to wallow in self pity at the moment.

Advice to self: Life is unpredictable, and anything can happen, so live for the day, and do not ever predict the future. It's good to have dreams, but remember that those dreams can crash in an instant, when we least expect it. We just need to see how we pick ourselves up and continue walking with out head held high.